Monday, May 11, 2015

Feeling Lost

If u drag urself to work everyday feeling u wanna quit ur job, what would you do? 

Been feeling like this for almost half a year now..

I wish I just have to think about myself and not others, especially my loved ones..

I wish there's nothing at stake at all..

 wish the answer AND ACTION can come easy..

Oo Allah..please forgive me. I am very grateful to all your gift to me. Please show me the way for which is best for me and my family..Amiin..

Thursday, May 7, 2015

Will You Marry Me?

Came back from an ordinary..tiring day 
I was feeding the kids macaroni in homemade chicken soup while we watch Frozen, Ilham's choice of movie for the day. Honestly I was quite surprise by the movie chosen, but it's been more than half a year since all of us watch it so, neither Luqman or myself are complaining. 

Abang came back close to 8pm. After he shut the door behind him, I put down the bowl of food and went to greet him. As I step closer, he caught me by surprise when he went on one knee and propose to me.

I was speechless! Time seem to stop entirely. Though it was just like about 2 seconds, before we broke into laughter. It sure made my day (and a may be few more)..BIG time.

He was actually, just spontaniously and jockingly mock the scene from Frozen at that point of time, where Prince Hans propose to Princess Anna right after they finish their duet.

He's always crazy like that, being a clown and doing unexpected things without even thinking. But that's one of the things that never fail to make me fall in love with him again and again. Tq cayang!

See..wasnt really hard to made a tired wife's day and the next and the next a whole lot brighter. U dont even need to waste a single cent..dont even need to do much. I dont know about others, but it worked for me :)


Luqman and Ilham saw the whole 'proposing' scene and straightaway shouted.."But abah n mama are already married. You cannot marry again?". And the father replied,"Why not? I love her so much. Of course I can propose to her whenever I want." And everyone's giggling..

Sunday, May 3, 2015

5-days public holiday

You know what I felt about this time's long holidays...WASTED.

Why does it have to be this way every time?