1st week back to work & new updates on Luqman

Selamat sudah smgu aku masuk opis (w/pun 4 hari je sb Jumaat tu aku cuti). Indu Luqman sgt3 :( Skang nie, Luqman dh jd peghias screen saver. Nt tetiap kali time pam susu aku akan tgk muke mon2 Luqman. Mmg sgt2 meronta2 nk balik. N slalu pon ase sedih bile mengenangkn opish yg sgt jauh dari umh. Kalu pg2 nk g kje bole la wat sejam pejalanan sb kua awal2. Kete pon lum byk. Tp kalu time nk balik. X 2 jam drive xsah. Huhuuu :(

Slalu smpai umh plg awal, waktu org azan magrib. Smpai2 umh bergegas mndi sb nk bg Luqman susu bdn. Patu sibuk nk mkn mlm, sukat n simpn susu yg dipam di opis, cuci botol2 n alat2 pam. Tau2 dh pukul 10 mlm :( Luqman lak nk melekap je. Kne la layan die yg bole kate tetiap mlm pon tdo ko 1 lbh pg. Patu nt ko 3 die bangun. Ko 5 lak aku yg bangunkn die utk susu n patu terus siap g kje. Huhuu...

Waktu hari rabu tu, aku ase agk tertekan, mkin sb penat. Kt opis lak kje berlambak2. Dh la tpakse jd urusetia utk Perhimpunan 2 Julai nie. Hmm...not to mention my target to pump 5 times a day n mengisi perut yg sentiasa lapa nie. Ish3...Bkn la merungut (in a way it does sounded like merungut, tho i dont intend to). Just nk share rutin harian ku. Huhuuu...

But i chose to be like tis. So aku xle salahkn sesiapa. Nk senang, xyah la bg susu badan. Susu tin sudaa..But up to now, i still wont compromise. Selagi terdaya n selagi masih ade susu, itu la rezeki yg terbaik utk Luqman. Penat cmane pon akan aku usahakan jugak. Semoga dengan tu, Luqman akan sentiasa sihat, comel n mon2 :D

Alhamdulillah, Jumaat lepas Luqman dah pun selamat di 'cucuk' untuk imunisasi 5 in 1. Mmg sengaje aku amek cuti n bawak die g cucuk ari Jumaat. Isau, kalu2 die meragam ke demam ke. At least i got the whole weekend to ruin :P

Kalu dulu dorg pangge triple-antigen. Skang tah name pe tah, yang pasti dalam tu ade 5 jenis imunisasi (Difteria, tetanus, pertussis, Polio & Influenza Type B). Dorg dh xbagi polio yg jenis titik dlm mulut tu, mcm time aku kcik2. Isau gk kalu2 die demam. Doktor pon dah bekalkn ubat demam n syringe, in case mamat tu demam. Mama die pon smpai sibuk la g bli bye-bye fever 4 baby, prepare utk Luqman.

On the way balik dari klinik tu ade insiden tayar pecah la pulak. Nie sume gara2 marahkan staf McDonald la nie, wat aku terjerit2 kat mesin drive thru tu. Ish3...

Nasib baik ade 'Superman' dtg menyelamatkan kami :P hehehe..(pakai baju superman tu yg tak tahan tu :D ). So terbang la RM utk tukar tayar. Len kete yang tayar botak. Len kete pulak yang tayar meletup. Ish3...Dugaan...(Semoga dimurahkan lagi rezeki kami Ya Allah, amin..)

Petang tu, xlame lepas smpai umah, Luqman nangis2. Selain sebab lapa, sebab peha die sakit. Cian mamat tu yg slalu aktif terkayuh2, skang bole kayuh seblah kaki je. Naik je kaki yg satu lg, nt die mule la 'mengiau'. Susu pun xle nk susu belah kanan. Sebab nt die jerit bile kaki kiri die terhimpit. Hehehe...Nasib baik mlm tu Luqman bole tdo (bangun susu cam bese la. xla meragam sgt). N by 3am, dh bole bg die susu belah kanan dh. Agk nye sakit kt peha tu dh kurg la kotnye. So, dpt la mama n abah nye pun tdo skali :D

The whole weekend, ktorg dok umh. Abah xmo g mane2 sb die kate bahaye, ade seseme H1N1. So, memerap je la. Haa, lupe lak nk ckp, kompem Luqman dh mon2. Berat die 5.9kg. 900g meleset dari jangkaan neneknye yg ckp 5kg. Ehem2 :P Saiz kpale = 40cm, panjang badan = 56cm. Kirenye, milestone berat Luqman sejak lahir, sebln n 2bln = 2.55kg > 3.8kg > 5.9kg. Mmg padan la sume org yg dukung pon lenguh, sb srupe dokong sekampit beras kcil. Ish3...

Tats all 4 now. Nt citer lg. Sori la kalu boring sb asik bebel je. Nie skit gmba Luqman yg suda mon2..(kali nie cameraman xupload gmba kt flickr. so kne upload sndri kat blogspot nie. makenye, kualiti gmba xbape best :P )

p/s : nie gmba luqman dkat 3 mgu lepas :P gmba lg latest xde sb abah luqman kate langit xcantik. ish3...

Dh naik kje. Huhuuu....

Aku dah masuk opis. Sejak smlm. Arin ari ke2. Sgt3 indu kt Luqman. Alhamdulillah, aku masih dapat pam susu untuk Luqman. Smlm dpt dlm 18.5 oz. Arini lum tau lagi. Tp stkt nie dah ade 11oz. Aku kire2, kalu 7 kali minum sehari (3oz each time), Luqman perlu 21oz :( banyak tu...So aku sdg berusaha, pam seberapa kerap yang mampu. Aku sgt3 indu kt Luqman. Dgn pam susu untuk die sambil tgk muke mon2 die as screen saver aku harap dapat redakan indu aku tu. Tu jugak la tanda sayang aku kt die. Berusaha sedaya yang mampu untuk provide susu badan selama yg boleh. Harap sgt xkne out station. Nie baru lg masuk kje. Mase depan xtau cmane. Moge niat murni ku ini diberkati Allah swt. Amin...

Ode to my significant other...

The last thing..that i possibly wanna do..is to hurt someone else. Especially someone most dear to my heart.

But sometimes, under certain circumstances, most likely and unknowingly, it's inevitable.

It really break my heart to see those eyes, even more..the cold shoulders...even when i dont know what i did wrong.

That's what happen when people don't see where you're coming from and suspect you to be selfish. Although the real intention was to make things better or life easier.

Apart of me says i'm just doing what's right while another says i should just give in and sweep it under the carpet (like i always did).

And as usual, i'm torn between what i should do and what i really wanna do.

Maybe i was wrong. Maybe i wasn't. Maybe it was just another miscommunication.

I know its unhealthy. But i'd do anything to bring that smile back again.

Love IS blind. That's why i let myself burn each and every time.

Let him indulge.

Till the day there is no me anymore...

- Fin -

Long awaited update...

Ehemm...

Lame betul xberupdate blog nih.

Puncenye...

1. Aku tersangat la bz. Walaupun xkje, dok umah je. Tapi mane mase aku g tah. But well, of course, melayan Luqman, refill perut yg slalu cpat sgt terase kosong n recharge batery lampu ultraman bile berpeluang (tdo le tu :P )

2. Abah Luqman xupload gmba kt flickr dan seterusnye menyebabkan aku ketandusan gmba utk menghias entry aku nih ( bile la nk dpt bli tpon baru nih. senang skit nk amek gmba luqman n upload ble2 aku ske. xpelu bgantung kt abah luqman lg)

3. Kadang2 bile aku ade mase pree, kompite aku lak telah di'hijack' oleh nenek luqman, wat men game :p (trivia hari ni : nenek luqman ske men game cari barang :P )

Tu la skit sebanyak faktor2 nape aku xupdate blog. But then, nak seribu daye beb. Ckp je la tu sume alasan (eh, tapi tu alasan betul tau!).

Ooo ye...akhirnye smpai gk hari yang tak ditunggu nie. Well, Hp Bday yg ke 28 Ida! (Ish3...wish 4 myself, so vain..). Lantak la vain ke hape. Thanx abang sb dlm ngantuk2 awal pg td (bangun salin pampers luqman) pon sempat wish ayang lg. Next on the list were SengHeng, BankIslam n Jenjobs (sheeshh...kalu kasik adiah xpe gk :P ). N followed by a bday song, sang by my mom n sisters waktu aku turun tangge pg td. N xlupe gk to my another siste, macita yg wish me by sms. Anyways, thanx all. (Huhu...stil...kan best kalu aku dpt henpon. Nak sgt henpon baru :P Tp xmo la yg cikai2. At least bia la C902, N85, iPhone atau yg setaraf dengannye. Echehh, demand xingat. Ish3..)

Ckp la 1 parag pasal bday aku...

Skrg...

Tibe la mase yg ditunggu2...

New updates n pics of Muhammad Luqman Qusyairy (budak yg dh botak (sebulan yg lalu), dh mon2 skang, yg kuat mragam mlm2, kuat minum susu, kuat muak n then minum susu balik, yg rambutnye ala sin chan, yg kuat panas n tambah meragam bile panas n ske sejuk sntiase (ish3), yg dah pandai wat bunyik ai-ai bile nangis, yg dh mule pandai pandang2 n tenung2 orang esp bile denga org ckp2 dgn die dan banyak lg la pkembangan2 baru. Dari 2 mgu ke sebulan 2 mgu nie, mmg byk sgt la pkembangan die.

So layanzz je a gmba2 nih...

(B4 tu, nie ade skit gmba2 lame (xlatest) tp xpenah dipreview lg dlm blog nih)

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Gmba2 baru...

Antara muke2 yg Luqman ske wat...

Waktu bawak bjalan kt 'kebon' atuk kat blkg umh. (Bkn la kebun ape pun. Abh aku slalu mrajinkn diri tnm sayur2 kt kawasan kcik kt blkg umh nih :) )

Ahahaha...kne penyet dengan abah die

Well, tats all 4 now. Susah n nk citer byk. Masa terhad. Jeles aku dgn ct yg sgt3 ajin update blog/facebook dsb :P Let the pic tell its story.

- To be continued -