The Dark Side of My Hari Raya...

Smlm aku EL. Luqman meragam lately, sejak cuti raye lepas lg. Jalan raye n balik umh mlm2 (pkul 10pm-12pm). Bile die tdo pon slalu mcm gelisah n merengek2 mcm ngigau. Slalunye start lbh kurg ko 2 smpai la pg, sebelum subuh. Lepas subuh ok jap. Tapi ko 730 cam tu nt mamat nie jage dah...Yang pening palenye dah tentu la aku, xcampo bangun nk susu lg...ish3...(cume kalu waktu cuti, ade abang yg sgt baik atie, take over jg luqman dari pkul 730pg sb aku pulak nk tdo). Ish3...

Tp, EL smlm bkn sb penat n xlarat semate2...aku gune kesempatan tu utk bawak luqman g cucuk yg 5 bulan tu. Alhamdulillah...skali lagi luqman xdemam. Tapi mkin badan/peha mon2 die tu ase xselesa kot, merengek die lebih skit, start dri ko 6ptg. Ish3...

Raya kali nie...aku sedih. Bkn sedih yg syahdu syahdan tu. Aku sedih sb...aku amek cuti 4 hari (which = 10 hari campo sume), tapi aku xdpt spend cuti aku utk diri sndri atau utk famili comel aku. Bkn la nk merungut...just nk lepaskn ase sedih nie, yg even smpai arini pon xilang2 lg sb xdilepaskn kot. 

Duduk dgn famili nie, mmg la byk membantu aku sbnrnye. Terutama dlm jg luqman n mkn minum, pakai aku n abang yg lbh terato berbanding kalu aku dok sndri kt Putrajaya (or so i feel). Tp...byk jgk la mende2 yg tpakse dikorbankan. Antaranye...

1. Spend mase bertige bercuti dgn abang n luqman ke destinasi bajet yg kami ske

2. Or at lease lepak2 je kat umh sambil menikmati cuti kami sambil layan movie or men game

3. G menziarah/beraye kawan2 kami

4. Name je bawak balik kje. Skit pon xdpt jenguk

Tu baru masa cuti ktorg yg terkorban. Blum masuk penat n duit jugak yg tpakse dikorbankan....huhuhuuu...Raye kali nie, mmg sgt kelam kabut n kucar kacir :(

Paling aku ralat skali...aku xdpt jmpe Acha. Acha balik Msia, lbh kurg same dgn bil. cuti raye aku. Tp skjap pon aku xdpt g jenguk die n famili comel die esp Aina yg skang dh pndai jalan. Thn lps, aku g jenguk die yg waktu tu dlm pantang, dgn Aina yg baru sebulan :( Sgt3 sedih. Acha msti marah aku. Aku pon teruk sms die pon x. Sbnrnye, even smpai ari last cuti pon, aku stil xputus harap utk g jmpe die. Tp...bile tpakse memilih antara parents n kawan...aku terpakse pilih parents aku...mkin nie je la bakti yg dpt aku wat utk dorg, w/pun sbnrnye xspenuh hati, esp bile terpakse drag abang n luqman skali :(

Aku ase sgt bersalah kat Luqman sb tpakse drag die yg msih bb ke hulu ke hilir melayan org2 yg nk beraye dgn sedare mare dorg. Sbnr-benarnye aku n abang xske pon nk g beraye2 nie. We despise it ever since we were together in school, when we will whine-n-whine about how bored hari raya wud be, be it the food or the jalan-raya-custom.

Lagi besalah kt abang sb aku mmg dh kehabisan bajet yg byk di spend utk supply kurma dn kuih2. Even kalu ikotkan, duit raye pon aku kurg mampu nk bg. Tp abang tolong support w/pun die pon sbnrnye xde peruntukan sbnrnye. Pulak tu mase n effort die melayan famili aku yg nk beraye sane sini w/pun penat n bosan. Ke sane ke mari pon kne kua duit jugak lagi. Even aku pon penat n bosan, ini kan pulak die :( Tmbah wat aku sedih n terharu bila aku luahkan ase bsalah aku, die ckp die bkn kawin dgn aku sorg, tapi dgn famili aku gk. Tq cayang, cayang ye cgt. Huaaaahuahuahuaaa...  :(

Hmm...ckp byk pon dh xgune. Sume dh blaku n blalu. Mkin thn dpn kite plan elok2 spy kite dpt nikmati raye kite, our-way ek abang. Xyah g jln2 sgt. Kite jalan mane kite ske wat ape kite ske bile kite ske. Huhuhuu :( 

TAG => H.U.S.B.A.N.D

H.U.S.B.A.N.D

Hannan! Nape ko tag aku? Aku nie mmg bkn spesis rajin layan tag. In fact lum penah lg aku igt aku wat tag. Tp...sb arini aku xle fokus wat kje..(walaupun deadline dh terlepas n siren dah berbunyik2, ish3...) Aku try la men tag nie. Everyone should have their 1st time kn?


1. He's sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
TV? We seldom watch TV. We watch notebook most of the time. TV tu sampingan je :p kalu terpandang2...But what's on his notebook screen? Hmm...kje die la. Xpun layan berita2 terkini kt intnet.

2. You're out to eat, what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?
He's not really into salad. Die tekak melayu. But he likes mayonaise. So i guess, he'll go wit tat

3. What's one food he doesn't like?
Durian! Petai! Jering! dan geng dorg...

4. You go out to eat and have a drink. What does he order?
Nasi putih, telo bistik, kailan ikan masin. Air besenye aku yg pilih, dedue air aku yg punya muahahahaha....but most of the time one of it wud be air suam :D

5. Where did he go to high school?
We went to the same school. MRSM Serting. He's my classmate. We wud sit next to each other :P

6. What size shoe does he wear?
Asenye 10. Kaki abang size 10 kan? ke?

7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be?
Ahah! It'd be coins (masuk dlm tabung, utk luqman konnonye), CDs or DVDs of all sort of installers, pieces of papers (utk conteng2 bile org opis die tipon), n old car licenses :P

8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
Abang makan sandwic ke? Not tat he's not eating them. But he just dont fancy them muc. Might as well choose something else

9. What would this person eat every day if he could?
Nasi & lauk yang dimasak di rumah a.k.a home cooked meal. Masak la pepun tp jgn letak petai/jering/durian

10. What is his favorite cereal?
Kokocrunch or watever cereal tat i ate

11. What would he never wear?
Baju batik, singlet, a hat...

12. What is his favorite sports team?
He's not really a football avid. But enjoys watching them especially wit some frens (b4 we got married). He likes Liverpool. but tat was like years back. Not sure if it changed

13. Who did he vote for?
Shh...we dont go voting on election day :p We lazy people. Perhaps tis coming election kitorang g. Ngeh3...

14. Who is his best friend?
Me of cos :D (prasan xhengat!)

15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn't do?
He says i think too muc. My hb's a simple thinker. Xske serabut2 kpale. But i wonder, how will our live be, if i were to think like him. Hmm...

16. What is his heritage?
Orang nogori. Melayu N9

17. What is his favourite colour?
Most of the time, Blue. Sometimes black or orange. Not so often, white n red.

18. What is his habit?
Spending most of his time wit the notebook, gigit kuku bile berpk (still working on tat), talk 1st-think later = unknown word :P

19. What is he proud of?
His charm, his looks, his brain, his wit, masculinity...Men r vain people :D

20. Who he loves the most?
His lil family! Me & Luqman :D

Nak kene letak gmba ke? Bole la nie..


Ahah! Abis dah. Sile la continue tis tag. N the award goes to: GURLZ, ACHA, IU, MALEEN

Update jangan tidak...

Haa....sikit lagi je genap sebulan aku xupdate blog nih. Bz aa....(Bz3..balik2 tu je la alasannye..)

Nak wat cmane, dh tu jugak la kenyataannye. Xbape nk ade gmba nk letak pon ye gak :P

Luqman dh nk masuk 4 bulan 3 minggu. Skit lagi nk 5 bulan dah. 4 the time being, die dh bole ketawe, n berenang penyu atas tilam yg nmpk makin kcik :P Not to mention how he droooll. Sume mende nk masuk dalam mulut. Dan pilihan yang paling sedap skali adelah, tangannye yang sgt boolat itew. Ish3...

Abah luqman lak sgt xsaba nk suh luqman cepat besa. Hari2 die training luqman suh merangkak. Hadoii...

N yeah, we're stil @ my mum's house. Ngeh3...

Weekend lepas, aku mcm terkena food poisoning. Aku cakap terkena sebab aku sorg je yg kena. Org len sorg pon xde pape. Mcm pelik skit sebab aku makan pe yg dorg makan. Tp tang mana yg perut aku xtahan tu, xdapat la pulak dikesan. (rest assured xde sape yg cube mem'poison' aku. Istilah food poisoning digunakan sebab bunyiknye yg lebih lembut, echehh, berbanding cirit birit. Dan simptom nye pulak lebih teruk drp cirit birit yg bese :P )

Sumenye bermula sejak sahur Ahad pagi. Aku ase sgt xlalu mkn, perut memulas n terjadi la episod pertama ehem2. Smpai ko 9 pagi, asenye senang2 je aku g toilet lbh 10 kali. N die berlarutan smpai ke malam. Asenye time dah lebih 20 kali dah nih. So lepas buke, abang bawak g klinik. Dapat ubat air garam, few pils + mc). Telan je air garam tu xlame, aku pon muntah. Lepas tu terus lembek gile sb dah seharian xmkn pape, selain kurma n air je. Mlm tu, aku x daye nk susukan luqman pon. Nasib baik ade abah luqman yg baik hati, tolong jage luqman, bg susu n tdokan skali. Mama dh pengsan dh time tu. Tq cayang...lap3 u so muc3 :P

Isnin aku xkje. Pagi tu stil tgolek lagi, keletihan. Rehat je kt umh. By evening baru branie mkn bubo skit. Nasib baik abang cuti senin tu sb Nuzul Qur'an. Best la skit dok umh, eheheh. Tp pun die tdo je spjg hari sb lgsg xtdo mlm b4 tu, jage luqman & mama luqman sambil blaja. Cian die...

K a..nie ade skit gmba baru luqman dengan aksi berenang penyu. Check2..check it out :P

An unplanned journey...

Sabtu lepas, abg n i cdg nk g bli pampers luqman yg dh nk abis. Konon2 nk g K4 la. Skali, tetibe die kate nk g mydin Selayang la hape. As usual, i'm the one whose doing all the talking in d car :p Cakap3...citer la macam2, konon tak mo bg die bosan :P makin lame makin perasan, we're going off course, heading out from KL.

Aku tanye nk g mane, die sengih2. Aku tanye nk balik kampung abang ke? Sebab mcm dah hale2 ke putrajaya/seremban gitu. Die sengih2. Ade la, ade la.

E eh org tue nie, kate aku dalam hati :p Bkn pe, pd hari itew, aku tidak la berpakaian decent yg sesuai utk blk kampung. Pakai t-shirt short sleeve yg kcik skit n skinny jeans. So mcm xbesh la skit kan :p Kite kne la mengekalkan imej baik, bile balik kampung. At least pakai la blouse n jeans yg longga skit :P

Bukan hipokrit aa. Tp...kite kne la jage air muke laki. Kne la sopan santun, kan :P (Kalu abang bace, msti die wat muke :P ). Oh well, just abaikan. Aku sbnrnye sgt3 ngantuk pg nie, so i'm a bit prone to mrepeking k.

Ok smbung citer blk...Abang ske ikut jalan dalam kalu drive. Die kate pemandangan cantik n kurang penat. Abang kate die nk g amek gamba. Kt tpt cantik. Sepang. Ok...aku xtau area Sepang. Ikutkan je aa.. Lame2 ter'reveal jugak...die masuk simpang yg ade signboard ke Port Dickson. Ooo nk g cini rupenye.

Abang mmg jenis yg xske plan n slalu break whatever plan yg ade. Sgt la kontranye dgn aku yang kononnye slalu pk byk sgt nih. Sme mende will be taken into account, plan for almost everything. Ish3...

Waktu baru2 kawan mmg agak tensen diwatnye...Memang la kadang2 spontaneity tu penting to spice things up once in a while. Tp kalu slalu sgt d surprise tend to ruin the day, makanye agk xbape nak besh la kan. Tp sb dh knal lame sgt, aku malas tensen2 so layankan je aa...

We end up @, jeng3...Tanjung Tuan. Kononnye, kat stu ade umah api. Abang nk amek gmba ktorg kat sane. Ok la...Skali rupenye kne pulak jalan kaki mendaki bukit nk ke rumah api tu. Nasib baik jalan berturap. Cume xle bawak kenderaan naik la tapi. Kiri kanan hutan ok? Ish3..

Aku isau gk sbnrnye kt luqman. Nie bole kate 1st time real outing (selain g klinik 4 check up & jalan hypermarket yg skali-skale tu). Pulak tu kat utan. Mane dengan nyamuk...Patu isau la kot2 ade yg menegur (Mmg la bulan pose kn, tapi..we never know, rite?).

Akhirnye, bergune gk aku beli losen halau nyamuk tu. Aku kalu stiap kali kua mmg akn prepare bag barang2 luqman. Sume ade dlm tu, n tambahan terbaru, losen halau nyamuk, ngeh3...Stakat yg pakai aritu ok la. Mmg berkesan. Bau serai wangi. Selain tu, mama bacakan ayat kursi n hembuskan kat luqman, semoge sntiasa terpelihara daripada sebarang perkara yg xdiingini.

N baru bbrp hari lepas aku bli beg dukung utk luqman. (Luqman lagi! Bile la aku nk bli ape2 utk diri sndri nih :P ) Tah berape la berat luqman skang. Kalu ikotkan mmg xlarat nk dukung die lame. Sgt3 lenguh. Cmane la mk2 lua sane yg ank dah besa pon mintak dukung tu layan kerenah anak2 dorg. Ish3...Mkin aku xckup gagah kot :p Papepon, beg dukung tu sgt la bergune, selesa 4 aku n luqman. Mkin nmpk agk complex skit, sebab aku pilih yg jenis SSC (Soft-Structured Carrier), instead of yg jenis kain2 balut2 or gendong2 tu. Sb aku malas nk bli2 byk kali. Kalu bole, bia la nie last, pakai la smpai luqman besa skit pon and smpai adik2 luqman nt :P

Bayangkan la, panjat bukit tengah hari bute dalam ko 2-3 petang cam tu. Ish3...Tp disebabkan kiri kanan hutan, so ade la ase agk nyaman skit. Ponek acik. Ish3...Tp ku gagahkan jua. Kne la bg support kt hb yg dh lame xdapat melayan hobi tgkap gamba die tu. Kalu x dlu, slalu gk kami jalan2 kt Putrajaya ke taman mane2 tgkp2 gmba.

Daki punye daki punye daki. Dh nampk batang idung umah api. Not bad la. Kalu dpt naik smpai menara yg tgi tu msti lg best. Adeh, kne naik tangge la lagi pulak. Kami pon naik3...Oo ye, luqman baik je spnjang jalan ke atas. Die diam je. Dgn mate yg jap pndg sni sane n not to mention dengan sepenuh hati dok makan tangan boolat die tu atau isap sucking pad kat ergo tu.

Akhirnye smpai atas. Skali pintu pagar die tutup daa...Adoii sedihnye kami. Yg paling frust, abang aa. Cian die. Dpt amek gmba kt pagar yg kunci tu je. Abang amek la gmba kt keliling2 kawasan tu. Tp kan, dari atas tu, nmpk kawasan pantai tanjung yg sgt cantik. Beze dengan kawasan len kt PD yg xbape besh tu. Tp nye kami xla pulak turun ke bawah tu. Kang jenuh lak nk panjat balik ke umah api, patu nk turun balik semule kat kete. Ish3...Mane nk dukung pacik tu lagi. Nak naik ke umh api tu je pon baju kami dah basah peluh. Ish3... :P

Kat atas nie xdpt nk jln2 byk. Luqman pon mule marah2 sb panas pon ye kot. So, xlame, kami pon turun...

Lps tu naikkete jln2 kt area pantai2 PD. Turun skit je.

Patu kami pon head back home. Berbuke kat umah je.

Alhamdulillah, Luqman ok je mlm tu. Xde nangis2.

Kat bawah nie ade la skit gmba yg smpat diamek oleh abah luqman.

Ikotkan nie sebenarnye gmba mase dh turun, nk balik dh :P

Haa..nie gmba mase on d way naik

Haaaa...penat daki baru smpai sini. Tuu ade lg tangge lak nk kne daki tu...

Luqman dh mule bosan nmpaknye...

Luqman sedang sibuk isap sucking pad

Akhirnye dh sampai atas. Tapi keciwa sb gate nye kunci. Amek gmba kat gate pon jadi la...

- Journey ends -