Monday...again...

Hmm...just nk update ttg umah kt Presint 11 tu. Umah tu same je comotnye dgn yg kat Presint 9 yg ktorg tgk aritu. Tp jalan die luas la skit so xla ase semak sgt (W/pn stil nmpk xterato skit sbnrnye. Tp xkesah la kn).

Some facts ttg 'bakal uamh baru ku' :

• Umah same xde pagar.


• Design lua rumah skit kurg menarik berbanding yg kt Presint 9 sebab xde balkoni (Design dlm of coz xtau lg sb lum dpt kunci nk msk tgk).


• Kedai runcit/mkn jauh dari umah.


• Nak smpai umah tu kne lalu terowong


• Jarak umah jauh skit dari opis ku w/pn dlm peta mcm xbape nk jauh (Tp korg tau la Putrajaya nie kn ke byk jalan sehala sane sni so cm leces skit aa. Not to mention kne lalu lbh byk traffic light..adoii..dh la traffic kt Putrajaya nie 'sgt effisyen' smpaikn kalu 1 satu kte je tercongok kat stu pon kne tgu gk smpai lampu merah tukar ijau dengan penuh kesabaran. Ish3...)

Dh call kate terime pon kan. So better toksah byk citer aaa. Yg ptg wat mase nie, aku ok je la kot dengan umah tu (Dr segi luaran. Nt dh dpt tgk dlmn kite komen lagik :P )

Pagi td aku call org BPH tu nk cube request umah no. 61 sebab umah tu corner lot so nmpk cam lbh selese skit aa :p Mule2 tu susah gk nk get through (Ish3...cam nk call stesen radio utk jwb-soklan-menang-adiah la pulak). Saje wat2 tanye bile bole dpt surat sume. Patu baru ckp nk request umah no. 61. W/pn org tu cm jawab soklan aku dengan sore yg agk baik. Tp care die ckp tu cm 'malas-layan' je. Msti dh xlarat nk layan kerenah sume org2 yg die kne call2 ek. N'mind. i'm just pushing my luck. Kalu dpt, dpt la...

Ooo ye....smlm, aku n abg telah g kelas. Kelas ape? 'Kelas Persediaan Utk Breastfeeding'. Kelas tu diwat kt Susuibu.com kat Bangi. Xbape jauh dari Klinik An-Nur tpt aku g check up slalu tu. Tq cyg sb temankan ayg. W/pn dlm website kate kelas mule ko 9.00 cmpai 12.00 tgh hari. Tp kelas tu habis ko 1.40 ptg cam tu. Berasap jgk la pale abg :p Aku mmg bercita2 nk nyusu bb secara eksklusif selama yg bole, esp during bb's 1st 6 months. W/pn aku dh mula pembacaan drp bahan2 yg aku dpt dr intnet, tp bace sndri nie smpai satu thp mmg ase sgt overwhelm bile info tlalu byk n jd makin susah nk digest. Lg byk bace lg byk mende baru yg kite jmpe yg lg wat kte ase lg byk yg kte xtau. Haishh...

Kelas tu xfree. Kne bayar RM80 per couple. Tp die bg buku n handout n 2 mineral water n mkn. Aku ase berbaloi, esp dengan ilmu yg aku dpt aritu. Dpt la aku mengonfemkn byk mende drp pe yg tlh aku bace n menjawap byk gk tande2 soal yg b4 nie byk kat pale aku. Kalu b4 g kelas aku ase aku bole susukn bb kot. Lps g kelas aku ase lbh yakin utk cube lbh kuat utk susukn bb! :) Mmg sgt bagus utk mother's 2 b yg berkarier sb nk susukn bb smbil kje mmg susah. Dlu aku denga je member2 aku ckp. Tp kali nie aku lbh fhm consequences2 nye & how to tackle it. Utk Ct or Hannan, nk sgt syorkn kt korg (Or other mothers) spy g kelas tu. Bkn pe aa...w/pn dorg dh pernah jd ibu b4 nie, tp mkin bole bantu bg lbh smgt utk dorg terus susukn bb dorg yg terbaru nie.

Kelas tu kecik je. Die nk amek pon dlm 8 couple je (Xkesah la kalu ko dtg dgn member ke mak ke, asalkn couple). Dlm kelas tu die bg patung bb n replica breast yg die wat pakai stokin for each couple. Dr awal kelas smpai 3/4 abis, abg asik men je dgn patung tu. Cian die bosan. Die bkn ske g kelas2 ke training ke. Esp yg byk ckp (Intro mmg la byk ckp, pengenalan itu ini sume). But i'm really glad he made it to the end. Ase sgt guilty n xbest sb tau tpakse drag abg yg rela dlm pakse. W/pn tau die yg merelakan dirinye dipakse sb cyg & ciankn aku yg beria2 nie. Tp still mkin ase lbh bermakne if die dpt share pe yg aku ase towards the class & what i'm trying 2 achieve. To him, Bfeeding suppose to come naturally to all women & spatutnye xde hal la smpai nk g kelas.

Tp mcm yg aku slalu pon cube xplain kt die ttg consequences yg mkin blaku (For a working mom) & mcm mane kte kne sediakn diri (& money) utk waktu2 cm tu nt (B4 u kno it's too late & u dont have the stuffs n money to buy it & then starts giving up - here's the part when he says i'm thinkin too much). Thing is, i'm a working mum. So, my consequences is so much different compared to Acha or his mum coz most workg mum bg ank susu lembu je after going back to work. But i still (ideally) want to (try my best to) give my bb Bmilk. He tries to digest the idea. But...when it involves quite a large sum of money to invest in (Nk bli peti ais baru la - sb aku skg pkai pti ais ct yg 1 pntu tu), breast pump & other gadjets & other bb stuffs. Mkin die ase cm serabut skit.

Dh la baru nie tetibe je dpt offer kuarters teres lak. Mane nk allocate duit nk byr deposit umh baru lagi, nk tamatkn n apply baru mcm2. N without realising, by next week i'll be 5 1/2 months dh. So time window for shopping (Plus the money needed for it actually) will become tighter.

Nevertheless....i believe things happen for a reason. Things will eventually fall into places (I hope & I surrender to Allah swt on tat). Kalu pk byk sgt pon tp blum smpai mase for it to happen, then it just wont. No matter how much ur pushing & trying. But then, i still hope to plan for the best tat i cud (Coz i always believe if u plan to hope, ur planning to fail!). Hahahaha....there u go again...typical me! :P