Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Alhamdulillah...Genap 5 Bulan!


Alhamdulillah...usia kandungan slmt genap 5 bulan arini :D



As usual bb sgt aktif gerak ke sane ke mari w/pun lbh berjadual skang (kadang2 tdo le tu :p ). Skang pon ase lbh bertenaga la skit berbanding dlu (waktu pening n loye). Tp xla kuat mane pon, just better. Cume sejak 2 menjak nie je makin susah nk bubum. Nape tah. Tjage tengah2 mlm tu toksah citer aa..Ase mcm tdo xlene. Xbest ek..

Tah nape gak lately pale slalu ase serabut esp waktu yg xle tdo tu. Ase mcm dihujani mcm2 kerisauan, pike mcm2. Slalu pon seolah2 cube predict & plan to react if a certain things happened. Nie pon based on ongoing stuffs tat happened gk aa. Bkn yg aku reka2. Seolah2 otak jd terlebih aktif yg xle ctrl. Aku pejam je mate, trus terswitch on movie2 tat will go overdrive by itlself (Ish...susah gk kalu kite cube xplain tp xle nk bgtau hal yg sbnr nie. Ayt jd belit2...haish....) Kadang2 smpai ternangis sorg2 (Abang dh bubum besenye. Sejak die xsihat aritu, senang betul die nk bubum. Letak pale je ilang. Jeles aku. Dh la terkelip2 sorg2, pluk aku pon die xmo sb bdn aku panas. Maka terjadi la adegan kejar smbil bgolek kt katil tu smpai tau2 je die dh terkehujung katil. Cian la pulak. So kalu jd cm tu slalunye aku adjust la balik bile aku terjage mlm2 tu :P ). So utk cube atasi prob susah tdo tu, pe yg aku wt, aku cuba zikir dlm hati smpai tertido. Kalu terjage smbung zikir blk smpai tdo blk. Tu je la yg mampu...Semoge dgn care tu tdo ku lbh berkat, w/pn kurg nikmat n nt siang jd cpt penat. Huhuu...

Other than tat...Skang nie...aku gk dlm proses research utk cari info ttg perkara2 n barang2 yg akan aku perlukan menjelang n selepas delivery. Blum bli lagi. Baru bli baju preggie skit je tp lum bole pakai lagi sb beso :p mkin smgu 2 lg ok kot. Ish3...mudah betul tpesong topik aku nie. Haa..barang2 yg aku sdg survey tu mcm... peralatan breast pump (manual vs electrik/battery pump, bottle warmer, sterilizer), baby cot, stroller, car seat, peti ais, etc. Hmm ikotkn org2 tue, mmg die xkasi bli awal2. Takut terlbh xctd kot. But i'm not really the type yg senang nk dixctdkn. Sb aku slalu terlebih pike. Aku slalu pon cube pk scr praktikal as in bile barang2 tu perlu dibeli n beban kewangan kalu bli terlalu banyak utk satu2 bln. Ye la...kami bkn cop duit. Xkn time tu nk, time tu bli sume. Bkn bole byr pakai bunge/daun kering kutip tepi jalan. So to me, sume kne plan. Bli tergesa2 mmg xseswai... Lg pun kne pk keadaan aku yg akn semakin sarat. I always want the best 4 everything. So definitely it's not the spur of the moment's kinda thingy. Everything has 2 hv a reasonable purpose to be bought, after proper comparisons made. Mmg la kadang2 kite ade gk teringin/ drawn to some brands. Tp aku cube tepikan idea tu, to make a decision tat i deemed best 4 me n my current financials. Tho at the time being, budget stil open (no limit restrictions to open doors to more options to choose & analyse) but i stil hv 2 find the best stuffs with the best price so tat we can utilise watever money we hv left for other stuffs. Tis is wat i did when i wanted to get married. I was my own wedding planner. I dont plan to hv a big-fat wedding tat everyone will remember & talk about for years to come, but rather hving one tat suits my current situation & financials n reach certain goals tat i've put. Ish3....ckp pasal kawin la pulak...

Haaa.....i kno abg does not like tis idea (it's rather typical of me & too troublesome 4 him). But tis whole my-way-of-thinking-n-doing-things really sort of awaken all my senses n keep me on my feet. (Talk about exxagarating..hehehe. At least readers wud hv better understanding as in where i'm coming from n where i'm getting at. Do you? - Hei Ida stop tis nonsense. Ko just nk bli brg bb je pon. Org len pon branak jugak. Haish...)

Oo ya...one mo thing. I was contemplating to change my blog to wordpress cos they can make a blog public but at the same time private some posts rather than blogspot, which u have to private the whole blog. There might be some infos tat i'd like to share wit others on the net (tho half of it might be mo personal n for private views only. But then, i' want 2 keep the whole blog n not start wit a new one. So..tats wat stopping me right now. Leceh le. Byk tu post2 lame. N may b, just may b...by then (waiting 4 some time b4 deciding to convert), who knows blogspot will create tat function (public blog with some private posts kinda thingy)....Sheeshh..

1 comment :

misshannan said...

beli yg penting2 ja dulu...